To be honest, it's been very tough lately.
I don't understand anything. Really, I don't.
I'm truly coming to terms with how much I need JESUS. My own strength is not enough. It was never enough.
Trust? It's a hard concept for me to swallow.
But how else would I have faith?
See, faith is an action. It doesn't take much to say, "Okay, God, I believe that you're there."
But putting your whole life in His hands? That's hard.
But it's worth it. On my knees, crying out for Him. It's the most beautiful place to be. He swoops down, pulls me into His lap, and says, "Darling, you are mine."
When I can't feel You
I have learned to reach out just the same.
When I can't hear You
I know you still hear every word I pray.
And I want You
More than I want to live another day.
And as I wait for You
Maybe I'm made more...faithful.
